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Tuesday, 29 April 2008

keep it rocking, 8:43 pm

Everyone left me.
My friend have no more hope for me.
My birthday is coming in 12 days
and i dont even feel excited.
i think i just not going anywhere
and staying at home.
Maybe this will be my lonely-ist year ever.
sigh.

Life is wonderful but it sucks in someways*

Monday, 28 April 2008

keep it rocking, 8:18 pm

Ignore SHAME , Pursue FAME.

Sunday, 27 April 2008

keep it rocking, 12:27 pm

hello. im bored to death.
yesterday went bowling and sis, tat, and lil bro.
i won both rounds LEH. 116 and 89 ok.
HAHAHAAHA. i won i won i won!! :D funnn.
today is sunday.... hot and boring.
plus i home alone whole day! scary. HAHA.
by the way i got SABO-ED by mireen.
thanks for saboing me because i think i haven't
been doing such questions for 1000years LOL. (seriously)

RULES
remove one question from above and add one of ur question make it a total of 20 questions, then SABO 8people..

1) what age do you wanna marry?
im not sure about this.. maybe late 20 or 30 plus?
to see if my biggest dream will come real.. it depends..

2)what do you want the most now?
i want to have lots of money! buy anything i want!
and i want more friends.

3)who is the person you trust most?
i can trust lots of people. the person knows me
well then he/she will know ba.

4)who do you think in mind now?
hmmm get good result for mid-year&n nlvls.
i jus wanna find a frend to join ms with me TSK.

5)If you hav a dream to come true..what is it?
to be a singer! & family to be healthy.

6) whats ur goal for this year?
duh! get a gooood result for N levels! ^^
and do what i like most.

7)what did u regretted before ?
sigh! firstly is not studying well when im small.
but i dont know? maybe my iq or wadevr is low
like nth i can do. but i will try my best.
and i regretted quite alot
of things. like friends and more...

8)have you ever broke a person's heart
that he/she wanna commit suiside?
maybe.. not sure...

9)what kinda feelings do you like most?
being loved by everyone! my close one, loves one.
& of cuz happiness. lastly Spending money like nothing.

10)what are the requirements from ur other half?
i jus wan them to think of me ..
cuz i feel like no one thinks of me mostly. sad.

11) what kinda feelings u hate most?
betrayers, treated for granted, i do care for alot peoples
but they dont care bout me or they
dont know.. so is like wasting my time.

12) do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes, i do.
no friends no life.

13)DO you believe in god?
it depends. sometime i believe and sometimes i dont.

14) whats de most impt thing in ur life?now?
get a good result for nlvl cuz
i dun always score good in exam
able to do the things i want.

15)who do u hope to be there for you always?
those whom i care& love one.
you shld know!
and my blog readers. cuz u care for me right? hahas.

16) who are important to you?
my family& friends. i always like my pri sch frend!(:

17)who cares for you most?
family! esp my mum?
other im not so sure.

18)do you believe in rainbow after rain ?
yup! yu guo tian cing.

19) do u think fate control you or u control fate?
depends. some is being control by fate
but mostly is we contol fate.

20) what is love to you?
love is something sweet.
good&bad memories.

to able last together with the person you want.
and feeling comfortable with.

okay i finally finished the questions..
i took more then 30mins! crazy.
kay, sabo sabo!
-jasmine greentea
-antene(but no blog-_-)
-my sister!
-my elder brother!
-andy
-alfred
-daniel (also no blog )

err. actually i alrdy ran out of people to choose..
sooo.. only 7 people.. but counted as 5 cuz two no blog.
see im more kind LOL.
kay, mireen i've done and sabo-ed ppl alrdy.
tomorrow going dentist to extract teeth again..
@.@ T_T gonna suffer liao..
lastly, my birthday coming sooon! 14 more days.
peacee everyone!
ciao!

Friday, 25 April 2008

keep it rocking, 7:25 pm

LIFES

Yoyoyo:)
Just got home.
Today's first paper which is English P1&P2.
Yay, im happy because i think it's a piece of cake!
HAHA. m not hao-lian-ing ok!
cause everytime i only passed but im not
so satisfied with the mark...
i wish i can really score well this time.
Hmmm, went kk hospital just now to visit
my small lil cousin who is only 3 and a half month old!
She's feeling so unwell... i can feel the pain for her lor!
she even '' diao shui '' i dont know what is that called lol.
and she can be discharged today. weehoo.

Anyway i just read my today's friendster horoscope.
Its says,
The Bottom Line
You're getting a clearer vision of what you want from life.
A philosophy is forming.
In Detail
You are getting a stronger, clearer vision of what you want out of life, and this new found philosophy will help keep you grounded and focused. Little hassles won't be bothering you much, right now. Because you have your eye on the big picture and know how to make it a reality, you're calm. Let the petty people squabble over who's getting what. You should be able to rise above the fray and spend your time on productive things. Positive energy will carry you through the day.

YES! It's so T-R-U-E.
Last time i only know how to say
dont know dont know. Felt so stupid la.
Yep, finally i know what i want from life now.
okay let me ask you..
whats the point of life?
why do we live in this earth for?
Of course is to Achieve for what we want,
aim for what we want right? thats it.
Maybe someone will even say dont know too. But dont worry, when times come you'll know what you really want.

Yep, was reading khim's blog just now
and i totally agree with her laa!! and her other post.
It's 16 more days to my birthday!!!
Every year it occures around the exam periods one lor.
Is like.. need to finish all mid-year exam paper then my birthday will come.. SO IRRITATING!! Im sorta excited but not excited.. Dont know whyyyy...
Every year just passes like that..in a glimps..
Mireen! sabo what thing? you haven tell me! lol.
I wanna try and take the test too. can right? =)

I felt so lonely, my hearted is just so EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY.
I dont feel anything. Or am i a monster.
I need someone to light it up for me
and making me feel good every single day :(
Or maybe i just feel so tired, feel so restless.
i feel like i'm shouting at the top of my lungs
and no one hears a single noise.
and even if they do, no one can help much anyway.
everyday, this load on me.. it's jus so hard to get rid..
and this thing is probably nonsense too all of you...
everytime i thought i have finally exited from the
most difficult phase in my life, another one comes now.
i jus hope time would stop..forever...
i want my life goes on normally without anythings cropping in.
And theres like i need to reflect on lots of lots of stuff.
But it looks like im really not even reflecting on it!
sigh. but i'll do my best.

YOU both stupid gary and adelin!!
always bomb me and never attend school.
you all dont come to school is alright la. who can care abt it.
but you all actually didn't come today! which is english paper.
really important k. stupid you too. dont regret next time ok.
it's time to think alright!

okay, whatever.
im being so guai guai boy now can.
i go school everyday.
i sit school bus to school everyday.
although i feel so paiseh last time or what.
but now i dont think it is, cuz for wad to feel
the paiseh thingy.
&i want to get good result.
i have lots of aim right now.
i need to mug and aim for it!(:
jia-you jia-you jia-you!(:
yay, tomorrow going out with sis & tatat.
maybe for a bowling game or a movie?!.
ahh! i want to watch lots of movie!
but no time no time!
i wan watch: The forbidden kingdom, The hottie and the nottie, harold & kumar 2, Iron man, The chronicles of narnia: prince caspian( but i nv see 1 & 2 ) and The Dark Knight!
Friends accompany me to watch after exam !

I know my life will change at this point of time.
But what can i do? Lifes still goes on.
It's time for me to change my life.

Thursday, 24 April 2008

keep it rocking, 4:32 pm

Yesterday's my dad bday;

Happy Birthday Daddy,

Went restaurant for dinner.

Lastly, Mid-year starts tomorrow.
Jiayou everyone.

not gonna say much, so seeya.

Monday, 21 April 2008

keep it rocking, 6:02 pm

Hiyah.

Today is a boring but HAPPY day!

I wont go into the details as i dont feel like saying here.

Okay, Both of them didn't turn up to school again!
Got pangseh-ed! You all better come!
HAHA, smelly! i haven bath.

Reached home, and busying chatting online and stuff.
Just finished watching 娱乐百分百 too.
Laughing alone like moron LOL.
Today's episode super funny can.
Later got repeat at 12 or 1 am, go see!

and lastly im joining ms soon!

weeehoooooo! so excited.

*Uploaded saturday's photo.

VOOM! VOOM! Shift up!! stupid slow truck.

so happy i finally play this HAHA.

PRINCE CASPIAN!

This one dunno what LOL.

Cheese^^

i like this lots ^^

Hot hot!

whore starts, take 1Take 2

Take 3 AHAH. stupid face.Cookie monster& friends.

在世界中心

一秒钟的永远

Sunday, 20 April 2008

keep it rocking, 7:37 pm

Hello!
today is sunday.
everyone knows that LOL.
im alone whoel day, boredness.
can anything just please keep me busy cannn.
im lazy to blog yesterday and today
so i drag all the way till now to blog ~.~
hmm, went out with wenya yesterday.
when is the last time since you go out tgt ah?hahaa=)
train-ed to orchard, got ds pei me so not sian sian!
headed to takashimaya; mos burger for lunch.
im soo hungry until i want to faint
then we pass by this taka basement
you know theres alot of omg nice food ( food heaven )
then i was like omg i wan eat this, i wan eat that
like i want to eat eveything la HAHA. *Greedy.
wenya then say said quick few more steps
and we can get out of here.LMAO!
finally found mos and find a place to sit.
i told wenya i haven't been taking photo for a long time alrdy
so we camwhore there awhile HAHA.
i upsized everything, water& fries.
my peach tea is like super XLarge one -_-
after that we catch a movie together;
RUN PAPA RUN by Ku tian le& others.
okay la, qutie funny and nice but sadd ending.
went heeren, searching the wallet i want.
sister say wanna buy for me hehehe! <33
to fareast as well. searching all over for the
shirt and short i want but so sad dont have T_T
bought chao da ji pai and bbt.
after that ta pao for brother and co.
sent wenya off then back to neeanncity
again for the youth eco concert.
saw darren, shawn, kelly. good performance!(:
im bored, school tomorrow.
oh ya oh ya! i found out i haven't been gamming lately
good goood! keep it up XD
study hard everyone mid year is coming!
upload photo when im freee.
ciao!

Sigh, im always all alone.

Thursday, 17 April 2008

keep it rocking, 7:34 pm

Whats wrong with the earth now.
It doesnt seem to be going the way it should be.
Now, everything seems so wrong.
I feel that the time is really passing
so quickly and leaving me behind!
Come on! mid-year and nlvls is coming so soon.
There is lke really so much things for me to do
but yet i didn't. shit.
I want to take part in lots of competition.
I need to practice! practice& practice more!
I need to mug now, really.
Focus please!!!
Those things happening around me please stay and be normal!
&i know there will be changes in my life from this point of time
but anyone, please just.. i dont know what to say
just no more quarrelling!
It seems that alot of people are
emo-ing these days too. Cheer up! be happy everyone!
I dont want this things distracted me.
so yep, i thinking my life going to change soon.
I want to join MS! I hope my life will
Change after being a part of MS!
But it needs time.
Im sorta distracted because its 24days to my birthday..
Will be really looking forward to the day.
Heard that i'll have a super surprise!? real anot. heehes.
Okay, for now just ignore and jiayouu!
&lastly anyone who want go angela's concert with me?!
i want to buy the S$142's sit. Tell me asap!
muacks, love you all.
ciao(:

Sorry everyone, i'll self-reflect.

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

keep it rocking, 5:07 pm

Sigh, it's time for me to change.

Labels: im sick

Sunday, 13 April 2008

keep it rocking, 8:30 pm

Hello friends!
im back homee from MS(anythonypng)
was really tired and sleepy.
feel like i can fell asleep any moment im the train HAHA.
just eaten around 5plus!
i didn't eat anything the whole day
and i am starving so badly.
but luckily i bought my ds.
at least i wont be so bored.
well, i really like MS lotsss.
maybe i will be joining during june. but im not so sure yet.
hmm, seen leon/khim!/daniel/veron
/alton/ vivian / mirren performance and others more
which i can hardly remember their name.
i really enjoyed see-ing their performancee.
im so lonely there T_T
after that owner of MS came and coached all of us.
hmmm it's a free lesson. exactly one hour haha.
it's fun, everyone got a chance to sing
well, i did it but at first im like omg?
shaking! LOL but it's fun heehehee.
they guys are really so-high and organized.
i like the spirits! (:
alton send me off to mrt station
and he went back for lessoon.
im quite sad cause i didn't
take picture with khim! T_T
alright stopping here, take care my friendss!

Hey marc, stop being like a DOG.
you're insulting alfred's parent.
what the heck? you bloody old 26years bullcow.
im banning you from my blog, get lost now!(:

Labels: i think im sick, Tired

Saturday, 12 April 2008

keep it rocking, 2:27 am

Sigh,
Why is everyone not concerned about me?
Why are all my friends starting to dissappear in my life?
even my family.
They dont even care if whether i am sad or not.
Why they're all leaving me out.
I felt so left out :( I hate you all.
I have been chatting with Alfred lately.
Whose the best.
Though we're different age, and where i met him somewhere.
and we're going goood. he's just like my brother.
he've listening to me all along.
at least he does that but not any people
who is close with me did that
aww, im really sad.
hahaha! I got no idea where all my friends ran to.
yeah ran into times of loves huh.
They have started to build a friendship between themselves,
you know who im refering to.
and just fucking forgotten me& so im left out there using phone always.
Thanks alfred! <3
I still dont know why i decided to stay out till this late today.
I just have to go because i dont want them
to broke up because of me.
Good luck to both of you.
Is my life supposed to be in this way? I'm so moody now.
I just want to forget everything.

if you're bored yoou can chech this out.
i've some link for funny American idol

LOL, She fell down during audition.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=l5G_Lu2ZwdQ&feature=related
The next william hung? brothers forever LMAO.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F71y9kBV8s
The worst ! ever ! American idol ! FUNNY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43pGpnx5jSk&feature=related
American Idol 7 Top 24/final list
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvaWoW1RBcY&feature=related

Friday, 11 April 2008

keep it rocking, 3:10 pm

HELLO FRIENDS.
I have something interesting to tell you guys.
ok look, the guy called Marc age2x)+
no i think should just call him Marcb.
he's trying to bully a 15years old boy. what a joke.
HE ACTUALLY SAID I COPY HIS WORK.
HELLO? THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW YOU
KNOW ABOUT THE 7 WONDERS STUFF?
Common, dont be stubborn.
you actually POSTED two post about me.
WOW? Okay, im gonna show everyone your blog.
if you say im being too much, i will say NO.
cause i never post anything about you yet and you did it.
Chech this out : http://pseudo-marc.blogspot.com/
And IT'S ONLY 3 JESUS PICTURES and some some short
sentences. AND IM A BUDDHIST. im proud if it.
i just found it interesting so i post it here.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?
I can just remove those pictures and upload
buddhist photo yea?.
if you dont know how find those news
i can show.
I CAN FOUND IT BY GOOGLING IT MYSELF.
ok i'll show you.
go www.google.com and (type 7 wonder of the world)
and you click one the first one
http://www.new7wonders.com/classic/en/n7w/results/
WELL, Who wanna copy you? my god.
OMG childish old man.
HAVE A GOOD LOOK THRU THE PAGES.
SO SAD, YOU'RE REALLY BEING SUCH
A LOUSY BLOGGER MAN.
AND LASTLY CHECK THE IP ADDRESS AGAIN.

''
Serene: OMG!! can't believe it man... come on.. all the genuine posts always have link to their blog/website lor.. those hi/deen/gary **** w/o link confirmed same person as nich.. shallow!
11 Apr 08, 15:57Marc: Nich has copied my work word for word, thats a fact. I m nt gg to arue w Nich and all HIS FRENS abt this. Try harder, whatever u do dun affect me. My blog still goes on. My life too.
11 Apr 08, 15:54Marc: haha. hilarious. entertain me more. use differrent nicks? try harder. mayb u r too "young" to know that your IP addresses r e same, though diff names? ''

hello? are you dumb? you THINK ONLY YOU have FRIENDS? LOL OTHER WONT HAVE FRIEND IS IT? U SUCKS. OWNSELF DELETE ME AND MY FREND'S TAG AND SAY IM LOSER FOR DELETING TAGS ON MY BLOGS ? WELL THIS IS FUNNY. BECAUSE U'RE A LOSER TOO HAHAAH.

WELL WELL.

LOUSY BLOGGER. PLEASE GO TO CBOX AND CHECK THE IP ADDRESS OUT MAN. I THINK YOU'VE FAILED BEING A BLOOGER. DONT EVEN KNOW WHO SPAMMED YOU LOL. FUNNY JOKE. ALRIGHT, IM WASTING MY ENERGY POSTING SUCHS THINGS ON MY BLOGS. OMG IT DIRTYING MY BLOG. PUI YOU. YOU'RE JUST A LOUSY BLOGGER MARCC.

Oh btw is deen/feifei here. well okay, firstly, this topic 'Seven wonders of earth' had been posted before. Secondly, this internet network has so many blogs that it's like so fucking countless. Well we're just few fucking teens that who blogs, and out of nowhere, you came by a teen's blog and claimed that 'OH HE COPIED ME' So i assume you're copying those WRITERS/AUTHORS who had invented the 7 wonders of earth. Am i right? Oh, wow. We're childish cause we're young and we are going thru this thing called PUBERTY. Oh don't you understand it? So now let me continue, you're saying you're childish too? To Confront a teenager copying you. OH GOD, like who the hell would actually mind stuffs like this? Only CHILDISH PPL LIKE US DO.

And Please MR. MARC, you said Nich/Gary/ Deen/ Hi are the same person. Well, do you have problems dealing with numbers? or like, you're mentally and visually disabled? Oh Im sorry. Im not accusing you or insulting you, I was just ASKING. So let's move on, Mr Marc. Since we're so childish, why are you so kind t entertain us? Im curious about it. Feel free t visit my blog. Gary has a blog too. So whose who now? Dumbfounded? Banned us from your blog. What a, special, LOSER! Who doesnt not accept comments from others. OLD MAN, please reflect yourself of losing t few kids who're just 16. And me 15. Well, I guess I had just wasted some time on you. God, Im so not doing this again.

It's really pissing me off and Ima gonna tell you shit that you are just being stupid. and a pain in our asses. so stop being sucha cock and go around doing those 'OH HE COPIED ME!?' . Would you like t tell your mama? aww so sad. Sucks to be you huh? And OH! Serene took part too! Well let me give you a word for your own good.

STOP BEING SUCHA LOSER. BACK OFF -rolls eyes. Oh unless you found a better way t blog, if not, stfu! thanks for not hurting teenager's eyes and brains. Aawwww, a big tough guy bullying lil kids. HOW SHAMELESS!:D

Wednesday, 9 April 2008

keep it rocking, 6:15 pm

[Edited]

DAMNNNNNNNNN IT LARH.

FUCK YOU 9TH MARCH.
What a day. i can't rmb when is the
last time that a _ made me _ like an idiot.
sigh, my fault lar sorry ry:(
you dont want me ler :(
actually that day i joking de, but then
you really angry so then really quarrelled.
today really so fucking pissed me off.
so angry until i can attitude ANYONE.
so sorry. pls avoid me for this moment.
ALFRED today is our bad bad day.
lets sing a song called '' bad day '' WTF LAME.
AND thanks for all the cheerrring up!
appreciate it alot! <333>
damn the mic la, WO TE DI go up to popular
and buy a new mic AND then
the mic is SPOILT ONE.
ZZZZZZZZ
i hateee ittt.